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A Generative Story : Calathus

This blog is a timeline.  Each post is a point in time.  The blog reveals the story of one particular calathus – my own, and the fruition of vision.

The content draws from previous websites or from essays recently written as I reflect back.  I write about my aspirations, and the setbacks and milestones of the past ten years.  I write about the confluence of circumstance and about the marvel of endurance.  I seek to reveal that inner view which sustains my efforts – this despite an oftentimes faltering grace. 

From an early age, I wanted to earn a living creating beauty.  But not just art for myself and possibly to sell in its more appealing forms.  Rather instead, I wanted to energize beauty for good purpose, for ultimate purpose. I wanted to turn the tide on environmental degradation and the loss of local cultural wisdom around the globe. After an abundance of education about policy and economics, a close friend with corporate background thought I should look at things again differently.  He encouraged me to look at micro-economics and the making of a business.  Soon later, I started Calathus LLC, a Colorado company, to support environmentally-friendly approaches to economic development.

Have website, will travel

Those were the days:  a nice website landed the contract to protect water resources in the storied town of Durango. ¹

Thinking outside the box takes a certain temperament and willingness.  As an artist and creative, I’d disciplined a ready awareness and emotion into a grounded knowledge base for sustainability.  This took time.  So, with the advent of wysiwyg and G.I.S., it was only time before HyperCard would be ready for the web.  I’d been playing along this edge for years and then, voilà, iweb appeared.  I enjoyed the adventure.

When others abdicated to the geeks who labored over clunky html and blustering Dreamweaver, I waited.  I waited again.  Then 15 years later, there was iweb.  It only lasted a moment, but that moment gave grace to visual justaposition of heady planning jargon.  I’ve always explained by drawing in the air or with pen on paper  in animated conversation.  And so, iweb was a wonderful way to move the diagrammatic flow chart into something visually appealing and hopeful.

Concurrently somehow, the watershed position opened in Durango .  The 6 member stakeholder-based, hiring committee didn’t want another Boulder commuter.  They were looking for someone ready to move.  I said okay, for better or worse.  The worse in that:  there was little affordable housing and I seven hours from any city.  But, well: I loved adventure and wide-open spaces:  off I went.

If I’d not been a young women and suffering from a well-hidden spinal disability, I’d have held on there in the land of purgatory foresters, nuevo mountaineers, butch cassidy and his cowboy wannabes, and of course, the oil baron Indians.  But well, it was a bit much for me all the same.  The better in that I finally came across a brilliant diagnostician.

In early 2008, I was diagnosed with a benign meningioma which had me paralyzed at the arm pits.  A month later, I was walking again.  In the end: moving to Durango cost me my house, but I suppose it also gave me legs.


¹ Graphics in scientific communication generates understanding.  With digitital photography at our fingertips, the internet is alive.  Harnessing that imagery for good cause is a next step, and for another post.  Follow econ4peace to learn more. We need everyone’s brain power on the issues of our time.  Larger and better computers fabricate constricted models.  More and more computing is not going to solve the problem, because modeling is not reality.

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